Tuesday, October 23, 2007
A point of flash back from the past!!!
just got time to write something that could describe what I feel this time :(,
Empty shell no way to go, just keeping things on it safe mode but naturally not OK
I felt i started to be running in circles no right direction. I just hope that I could be able to settle
this , I know that only GOd can lead me the way , but I havent try to reach him and its really my fault, Im shy dont know what to say??cant promise afraid to break his loving heart again
but I know he always open up his door for me I am the one who is hesitant goind inside. On wednesday I plan to go church. This s the time for renewal of myself. I really look forward to make things better this time. I set this but I am the firt one who break the rulz I am setting.
Please help me O lord.I dont know on to what road I could stand firmly but I really hope and pray that I could.A lot of times I hurt my family , i am pressure about alot of things but no matter what I do I could not comply to all things. oh god its really hard. I knw that everything that happens is my fault and I never intended to change it.Now is the right time. Let gOd be my guide.
Posted by Tines ::
3:29 AM ::
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