Tuesday, December 19, 2006
A point of PAIN and RECOVERY.............
hi ive been so lucky that before i put onto words what i feel , i have given a chance to lessen the
burden i have in my heart . Today is the day i declare that i was hurt...really the moment was still fresh on my mind, a thing that i could never forget for the rest of my life.The last day was the time that I have pursue for a talk for what is really happening for the past weeks.That night for me is full of tension and definitely fear of what would happen next.Though at first things seem tighten ive done my best to let him say what he really want to say to me, but he keep on keeping it, as that happens ,it prolongs my agony but what can i do if any bit of word
is not utter from his mouth.The next morning came, i finally decided to search on some things
where i could find some clue to the unsolve mystery of my misery.Then it was the cellphone that solves it all from there i have found the hurt that i was looking for the solution of the mystery , we talked , I keep myself to be calm though inside , i was really dying in pain, as the conversation goes through, tears started to came out in my eyes,the fruit of too much pain..but still love conquers all , i know and i believe i need to know how to forgive and try to forget. but somehow im still in pain, i never realize i would be able to experience such thing, but what can
i say it came.Where I am today, im hanging by a moment, keeping myself to be more stronger than before putting all things in place and learning to accept all the reality that might happen and occur. I owe it all to GOD for he is the true shelter I have right now in this pain, for some friends who give there ears to hear the things , I want to say.Thanks for everything, somehow right now i feel im more stronger than before. May the guidance of God be upon us, that I may
be ready to take the challenge and for him to know what he really wants in his life. Yes right now i feel ok..till nxt article. -----tines-----
Posted by Tines ::
9:12 PM ::
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