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A time of reflection of what we have been for the last 2 years and some months...then came a day that we have to talk about it..actually i was the who initiated...Why?? because i was the one feeling that something that we are loosing maybe because ,i was too much connected rather than he was.Honestly it really hurts but i try to kip my feeling stronger to be able stand on that situation.As time goes by i could feel that he just started to be fed up on me , each day that we have to see each other..i dont know if im demanding but the way i look at it..i think(nagsasawa na cya) but as i can see we do not often see each other that much.They may come a time that im giving him the oppurtunity to be with his officemates .(para maiba naman) .But the way i look at it there is something missing.I dont know why??Until that last day came we see each other to celebrate a birthday of his pamangkin. Then on the bus i started talking about it.There are no disagreement on his part all his response comes out with a smile .and here are the words i left spoken..(then came a time na parang nagsasawa ka na maybe..we could see each other on the Nov 25...you have tell me honestly...etc.di ko na maisip yung iba pang bagay) pero honestly masakit sa akin yun pero kinakaya ko talga, because i just wanted to prove something,maybe im scaling the love he have for me..and truly it proves to me that in a couples sometimes love isnt that equal..maybe ive been too much..hay naku :( masakit pero sobrang tiis ko talaga pero di ko alam kung hanggang saan i really wanted na cya na sana pero in my own evaluation i dont think ako na para sa kanya..salamat sa blog at kahit papano naiibsan nito ang sakit na nararamdaman ko..i just pray to god na sana makayanan ko ang pagsubok na toh..masakit talga..pero alam ko na lilipas din and time will heals this heart, i just wish i will not be numb about it.ganito talaga cguro pag nagmamahal..masakit at mahirap pero kailangan mong tangappin nagmamahal ka eh..At least ngayon di na gaanong masakit nailabas ko na...Let God be our guide.and let destiny counts ...kung para cya sa akin sa akin cya..

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