Sunday, April 11, 2010
Hurts
Again visited my blog pag klatapos ng mahabang panahon nagsususlat naman par mabawasan ang sakit na nararamdaman, sobrang sakit di ko mapaliwanag pero habang buhay na masakit ito, katapusan na nga ba mga tanong na walang kasagutan.Mahal mo pa ba ako, ano ba talaga ang kahihinatnan ng buhay ko wala akong naiisip kundi pagdurusa sakit sa puso at mtagal na sakit na di ko na maramdaman minsan sa lagi lagi ay pinipikit ko ang aking mata sa bawat pagmulat ay lungkot ang biglang nadrama pagmamalaki sa ibang tao ay aking ginawa un pala sa isang iglap ay wala naman pala talga, isa akong taong lugmok na sa buhay na ito paghihirap ngayon ang lamn ng aking puso, saya ay di ko alam kung kailan makakamtan, pagkat puro hinagpis ang cyang nanatiling laman.Simple lang naman ang nais ko sa buhay na ito.ang maging masaya ngunit bakit napakahirap, nagsususmikap pero wlang halaga, mga bagay na mali ay ginwa na para sa pagmamahal ngunit bakit patuloy ako nasasktan.wla na akong nararamdaman pagkat puro sakita ang cya nararamdaman.luha sa aking mata ay patuloy na pumapatak wala na natitira pa sa buhay kong liyag di ko alam paano pa ako kikilos ang alam ko lang ay wala na akong dereksyon mga pangarap ay unti unting gumuho buhay ay wala na maisip na maaring mangyyyari makakaya ko pa na magmahal ngayong ako sadyang lugmok na masakit at mahirap sabihin ngunit puso ko ay patuloy na pumapait.hay sadyang malungkot napakalungkot ko
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Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Just a step before Holy week ....
Still here at the office just doing this article and made some thinking about what i have been on past few years. I have been on a roller coaster last year..still havent get over on some of the things i realize last year.mistakes , deep loneliness, temporary happiness,and lonely spiritual life :(, life has been incomplete, no direction until now im confuse sometimes but im the only one can solve things and make things right.. just want to make it right but i still slipped.I want to pay all my debts but i dont have enough money to do that.Its just that i want to settle all things but could not move.I wanted to hold your hand dear Lord but still doint have enough strength to stand and face you i dont know why? but i think i know i am just ready to face that challenge and afraid to listen to what will you say.I know that i need to be on your side . that must be the very place i have to be to make things right and clear.I miss the times that i was able to reach to you without any hesitations.Im on the verge of some things setting of which is important.im sleepy but i come to my realization of sadness on my life i havent done anything that might be good. POOR accomplishment, temporary remedy to problems. never been push on correct moments.
Maybe on my next article i could arrange this quickly.im sleepy that is why.Just putting into words what are different things i have in mind. It seems that my mind is filled with thorns for now that.
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Thursday, January 10, 2008
Games
Bear and Cat Marine Balls
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Chain Letters
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Tuesday, October 23, 2007
A point of flash back from the past!!!
just got time to write something that could describe what I feel this time :(,
Empty shell no way to go, just keeping things on it safe mode but naturally not OK
I felt i started to be running in circles no right direction. I just hope that I could be able to settle
this , I know that only GOd can lead me the way , but I havent try to reach him and its really my fault, Im shy dont know what to say??cant promise afraid to break his loving heart again
but I know he always open up his door for me I am the one who is hesitant goind inside. On wednesday I plan to go church. This s the time for renewal of myself. I really look forward to make things better this time. I set this but I am the firt one who break the rulz I am setting.
Please help me O lord.I dont know on to what road I could stand firmly but I really hope and pray that I could.A lot of times I hurt my family , i am pressure about alot of things but no matter what I do I could not comply to all things. oh god its really hard. I knw that everything that happens is my fault and I never intended to change it.Now is the right time. Let gOd be my guide.
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Thursday, August 23, 2007
Dear Friend
Title: Stacie Orrico - Dear Friend lyricsArtist: Stacie Orrico
Dear Friend, what's on your mind
You don’t laugh the way you used to
But I've noticed how you cryDear friend,
I feel so helpless
I see you sit in silence
As you face new pain each day
I feel there’s nothing
I can do
I know you don’t feel pretty
Even though you are
But it wasn’t your beauty
That found room in my heart
Dear friend, you are so precious
Dear Friend Dear friend,
I'm here for you
I know that you don’t talk too much
But we can share this day anew
Dear Friend, please don’t feel like you're alone
There is someone who is praying
Praying for your peace of mind
Hoping joy is what you'll find
I know you don’t feel weak
Even though you are
But it wasn’t your strength
That found room in my heartDear friend,
you are so precious, Dear Friend
"This was the song introduce to me by my bestfriend onax
thank you I was really touched by the song thats why i decided to post
it to my blog."
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Renew Life And Live for IT!!!!!
Sometimes you think that living is not worth it, Is it because that you dont know what to do
or you :)the life we are into is not totally perfect, everything will be in place as you have wish
to. Catch me im falling . How can something so wrong feel so right all along. Maybe someday i see why love did this to me, pretending .I dont know why but when I look on your eyes.
Catch Me Im Falling
I don’t know why but when i look in your eyesI feel something that seems so rightYou’ve got yours i’ve got mineI think i’m loosing my mindCoz i shouldn’t feel this wayCatch me i’m falling for youAnd i don’t know what to doHow can something so wrong?Feel so right all alongCatch me i’m falling for youHow can time be so wrongFor love to come along?Catch me i’m falling youHow can love let it goWhen it has no place to goAnd i can’t go along pretendingThat love isn’t here to stayCatch me i’m falling for you ooh oohIf i could just walk awayWithout you floating todayI would die just thinking of youI know we can’t therefore be more than friends you and meBut why do i feel this wayCatch me i’m falling for youAnd i don’t know what to doHow can something so wrong?Feel so right all alongCatch me i’m falling for youHow can time be so wrongFor love to come along?Catch me i’m falling for youMaybe someday i’ll see why love did this to meCoz i can’t go along pretendingThat love isn’t here to stayCatch me i’m falling for youCatch me i’m falling for youAnd it’s wrong for me to feel this wayCoz i don’t know what to do without youI’m falling for youCatch me i’m falling for youHow can something so wrong?Feel so right all alongCatch me i’m falling for you
one favorite song :)
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Tuesday, December 19, 2006
A point of PAIN and RECOVERY.............
hi ive been so lucky that before i put onto words what i feel , i have given a chance to lessen the
burden i have in my heart . Today is the day i declare that i was hurt...really the moment was still fresh on my mind, a thing that i could never forget for the rest of my life.The last day was the time that I have pursue for a talk for what is really happening for the past weeks.That night for me is full of tension and definitely fear of what would happen next.Though at first things seem tighten ive done my best to let him say what he really want to say to me, but he keep on keeping it, as that happens ,it prolongs my agony but what can i do if any bit of word
is not utter from his mouth.The next morning came, i finally decided to search on some things
where i could find some clue to the unsolve mystery of my misery.Then it was the cellphone that solves it all from there i have found the hurt that i was looking for the solution of the mystery , we talked , I keep myself to be calm though inside , i was really dying in pain, as the conversation goes through, tears started to came out in my eyes,the fruit of too much pain..but still love conquers all , i know and i believe i need to know how to forgive and try to forget. but somehow im still in pain, i never realize i would be able to experience such thing, but what can
i say it came.Where I am today, im hanging by a moment, keeping myself to be more stronger than before putting all things in place and learning to accept all the reality that might happen and occur. I owe it all to GOD for he is the true shelter I have right now in this pain, for some friends who give there ears to hear the things , I want to say.Thanks for everything, somehow right now i feel im more stronger than before. May the guidance of God be upon us, that I may
be ready to take the challenge and for him to know what he really wants in his life. Yes right now i feel ok..till nxt article. -----tines-----
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Sunday, November 05, 2006
I Still Believe in Loving You
Just when I thought our love was here to stay
Just when I thought you never ever go away
You said it's time for you to go
But I'm not sure
I really know why you are leaving
And when we fin'lly say our last goodbye
I'll never make it hard for you
You won't even see me cry
And though there's tears inside of me
I'm gonna let your heart go free
Before you leave,
there's just one thing that I want you to know
CHORUS
I still believe in loving you
In spite of all the hurts that I'm going through
Even if again and again you would break my heart
One thing would never change
I still believe in loving you
If you would tell me that you'll be alright
I'll never let you see me bloom
But I'll keep our love alive
And though I'm feelin' incomplete
I guess that this is what you need
Before you leave,
there's just one thing that I want you to know
[Repeat CHORUS twice]
I still believe in loving you
One thing would never change
I still believe in loving you
this song is my favorite song for this tym
maybe because im hurt :(
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A Love Realization in my Life.........
A time of reflection of what we have been for the last 2 years and some months...then came a day that we have to talk about it..actually i was the who initiated...Why?? because i was the one feeling that something that we are loosing maybe because ,i was too much connected rather than he was.Honestly it really hurts but i try to kip my feeling stronger to be able stand on that situation.As time goes by i could feel that he just started to be fed up on me , each day that we have to see each other..i dont know if im demanding but the way i look at it..i think(nagsasawa na cya) but as i can see we do not often see each other that much.They may come a time that im giving him the oppurtunity to be with his officemates .(para maiba naman) .But the way i look at it there is something missing.I dont know why??Until that last day came we see each other to celebrate a birthday of his pamangkin. Then on the bus i started talking about it.There are no disagreement on his part all his response comes out with a smile .and here are the words i left spoken..(then came a time na parang nagsasawa ka na maybe..we could see each other on the Nov 25...you have tell me honestly...etc.di ko na maisip yung iba pang bagay) pero honestly masakit sa akin yun pero kinakaya ko talga, because i just wanted to prove something,maybe im scaling the love he have for me..and truly it proves to me that in a couples sometimes love isnt that equal..maybe ive been too much..hay naku :( masakit pero sobrang tiis ko talaga pero di ko alam kung hanggang saan i really wanted na cya na sana pero in my own evaluation i dont think ako na para sa kanya..salamat sa blog at kahit papano naiibsan nito ang sakit na nararamdaman ko..i just pray to god na sana makayanan ko ang pagsubok na toh..masakit talga..pero alam ko na lilipas din and time will heals this heart, i just wish i will not be numb about it.ganito talaga cguro pag nagmamahal..masakit at mahirap pero kailangan mong tangappin nagmamahal ka eh..At least ngayon di na gaanong masakit nailabas ko na...Let God be our guide.and let destiny counts ...kung para cya sa akin sa akin cya..
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